this is gonna be a long one.

my grandmother came from korea.
i think she's so cute (:
so my mom wanted to go out to dinner ...
and we decided to go eat ______ soup.
i'm not gonna mention it.
but, the waitress PISSED me off.
i didnt have a set of spoons and chopsticks, so i asked her after like 20 minutes of waiting -__-
and i asked kindly.
because . yeahh.. and she goes " NO, I DONT WANT TO "
then she laughs and hands me a set.
wow.
dont take me wrong though.
i love joking around.
if its anyone, it's me who LOVES jokes.
but that was SOOO unnecessary.
and then she comes back with side dishes and she tells me to MOVE MY phone.
so i dropped it next to me then she says
OHH YOUR PISSED OFF CUS I SAID THAT HUH!
and that she leaves-_-
my dad asked me if i was pissed off.
and i just looked at him.
and that was enough.
he said, yeah you should be.
lol.
dude, i like korean restaurants but hate the asian ahjumma waitresses.
worst attitudes ever.

other than that.
winter break.
FINALLY started.
just when i thought i needed a break.
but not yet break from ALL.
because i still gotta finish my piano piece for the next competition.
so i work HARDDD till wednesday and i get off for about a week.
its always the worst before every holiday.


man,
i'm really gonna gain some weight over the winter break.
already i ate sooooo much in just three days(counting friday)
and theres still WAYY more to go!
like CHRISTMAS.
and the day after with the inland GIRLIES <3
and retreat.
oomgahghh
IF YOU guys dont see me @ school on jan.4, look for a fatty in a wheelchair.
justkidding.














and i keep getting excited, expecting, hoping, wanting.
for it to different.
and i have a good feeling about this.
but i won't go on trippin' cus i know better.

yay

my space bar works again.

uhm.
life's been pretty crazy lately.
so many things on my mind .
yet there's always those that make me smile, laugh.
i love you guys all :)

i guess there's really not much to say now
too many things going on at the same time.
but i can manage.
because.
God's
with
me
(=

omg

ithink
theolderyouget,thelessyousay.

whyamitypinglikethis?
myspacebardoesntwork-_-
ithinkmybrotherbrokeit.
ugh.


mygrandmotherfromkoreaiscomingtomorrow.
i'mexcited.
ilovehersomuch.
anditsalmostwinterbreak.
i'mexcitedforretreat.
hehehe.
i'mgone,
BYEE



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZsyJxDRczQE&feature=related

they'reGOODDD

okay

i don't have time to blog whenever i WANT to anymore.
like before, i'd just squeeze it in..
so let's do some catch ups

the other day, i was watching bizarre food, and D'ESCARGOT was on!
SNAILS!
in FRANCE, this couple invented a new food, SNAIL CAVIAR!
don't ask.
HAHA but, i've always wanted to try snails before.
so yeah.
other than that,
emmeline's going to canada.
i just got back from her party.
ish..thing.
i cant believe shes leaving, can you?
you'd think i'd be used to it, considering i've left and friends have left me.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.



you're really shallow you know that?
REALLy really shallow
no, don't even try to make yourself an exception.
you're shallow, PERIOD.


SLKDAJSLKDJAS
so,
for my sixteenth birthday,
i'm going to SAN FRANCISCO!
for orchestra -_-
but,, it sounds SOOOO fun.
we're watching wicked & have plenty of time to shop and stuff....
just...it's on my sixteenth birthday.
i was gonna have a sweet sixteen, but idk now..
and i dont even get to eat meeyukgook :(
i'm gonna take the instant ,, and make it for myself T_T



hey it's almost Christmas...
i'm not so excited anymore.

because i feel like it.

your name.
i never thought i'd meet another person with the same name as you.
but still, everytime i hear, or even look at those four letters,
reminds me of so much.
sometimes i think of maybe trying to fix it.
but then, it's just too late.
i bet you don't even remember anything, you never did.
which gives me the perfect reason not to care.
but sometimes, it's hard to go against what we just FEEL or do, right?
you might not remember exactly what they did or say to you, but you'll always remember how they made you feel....and their name.


currently,in the making of a video for english.
it cracks me up everytime i watch it.
:)



yeah, you can say i'm excited for winter retreat.
we're going to pinecrest christian conference center?
dec.27-30(ithinkk...)
LET me know if any of y'alls are going to the same!

you lost me at hello*

this week was short, yet.. long.
it felt so long.
but it was actually very short.
does that make sense?
whatever.
i'm superrrrrrrrrrr tired.
my body feels dead.
performing arts had this thing @ royal vista from 4:30 to like 10:00
we had like 40 minute break to walk to places, eat, and come back.
i only ate fries, or...my friend finished it for me.
got coffee so my fingers would stay warm for piano.

hehe

here i sit
broken-hearted
so i tried to shit
but i only farted
-unknown, found in J building girls' restroom.