this is gonna be a long one.

my grandmother came from korea.
i think she's so cute (:
so my mom wanted to go out to dinner ...
and we decided to go eat ______ soup.
i'm not gonna mention it.
but, the waitress PISSED me off.
i didnt have a set of spoons and chopsticks, so i asked her after like 20 minutes of waiting -__-
and i asked kindly.
because . yeahh.. and she goes " NO, I DONT WANT TO "
then she laughs and hands me a set.
wow.
dont take me wrong though.
i love joking around.
if its anyone, it's me who LOVES jokes.
but that was SOOO unnecessary.
and then she comes back with side dishes and she tells me to MOVE MY phone.
so i dropped it next to me then she says
OHH YOUR PISSED OFF CUS I SAID THAT HUH!
and that she leaves-_-
my dad asked me if i was pissed off.
and i just looked at him.
and that was enough.
he said, yeah you should be.
lol.
dude, i like korean restaurants but hate the asian ahjumma waitresses.
worst attitudes ever.

other than that.
winter break.
FINALLY started.
just when i thought i needed a break.
but not yet break from ALL.
because i still gotta finish my piano piece for the next competition.
so i work HARDDD till wednesday and i get off for about a week.
its always the worst before every holiday.


man,
i'm really gonna gain some weight over the winter break.
already i ate sooooo much in just three days(counting friday)
and theres still WAYY more to go!
like CHRISTMAS.
and the day after with the inland GIRLIES <3
and retreat.
oomgahghh
IF YOU guys dont see me @ school on jan.4, look for a fatty in a wheelchair.
justkidding.














and i keep getting excited, expecting, hoping, wanting.
for it to different.
and i have a good feeling about this.
but i won't go on trippin' cus i know better.

yay

my space bar works again.

uhm.
life's been pretty crazy lately.
so many things on my mind .
yet there's always those that make me smile, laugh.
i love you guys all :)

i guess there's really not much to say now
too many things going on at the same time.
but i can manage.
because.
God's
with
me
(=

omg

ithink
theolderyouget,thelessyousay.

whyamitypinglikethis?
myspacebardoesntwork-_-
ithinkmybrotherbrokeit.
ugh.


mygrandmotherfromkoreaiscomingtomorrow.
i'mexcited.
ilovehersomuch.
anditsalmostwinterbreak.
i'mexcitedforretreat.
hehehe.
i'mgone,
BYEE



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZsyJxDRczQE&feature=related

they'reGOODDD

okay

i don't have time to blog whenever i WANT to anymore.
like before, i'd just squeeze it in..
so let's do some catch ups

the other day, i was watching bizarre food, and D'ESCARGOT was on!
SNAILS!
in FRANCE, this couple invented a new food, SNAIL CAVIAR!
don't ask.
HAHA but, i've always wanted to try snails before.
so yeah.
other than that,
emmeline's going to canada.
i just got back from her party.
ish..thing.
i cant believe shes leaving, can you?
you'd think i'd be used to it, considering i've left and friends have left me.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.



you're really shallow you know that?
REALLy really shallow
no, don't even try to make yourself an exception.
you're shallow, PERIOD.


SLKDAJSLKDJAS
so,
for my sixteenth birthday,
i'm going to SAN FRANCISCO!
for orchestra -_-
but,, it sounds SOOOO fun.
we're watching wicked & have plenty of time to shop and stuff....
just...it's on my sixteenth birthday.
i was gonna have a sweet sixteen, but idk now..
and i dont even get to eat meeyukgook :(
i'm gonna take the instant ,, and make it for myself T_T



hey it's almost Christmas...
i'm not so excited anymore.

because i feel like it.

your name.
i never thought i'd meet another person with the same name as you.
but still, everytime i hear, or even look at those four letters,
reminds me of so much.
sometimes i think of maybe trying to fix it.
but then, it's just too late.
i bet you don't even remember anything, you never did.
which gives me the perfect reason not to care.
but sometimes, it's hard to go against what we just FEEL or do, right?
you might not remember exactly what they did or say to you, but you'll always remember how they made you feel....and their name.


currently,in the making of a video for english.
it cracks me up everytime i watch it.
:)



yeah, you can say i'm excited for winter retreat.
we're going to pinecrest christian conference center?
dec.27-30(ithinkk...)
LET me know if any of y'alls are going to the same!

you lost me at hello*

this week was short, yet.. long.
it felt so long.
but it was actually very short.
does that make sense?
whatever.
i'm superrrrrrrrrrr tired.
my body feels dead.
performing arts had this thing @ royal vista from 4:30 to like 10:00
we had like 40 minute break to walk to places, eat, and come back.
i only ate fries, or...my friend finished it for me.
got coffee so my fingers would stay warm for piano.

hehe

here i sit
broken-hearted
so i tried to shit
but i only farted
-unknown, found in J building girls' restroom.

so,

i ended up going shopping on black friday after all.
it wasn't that great.
ontario sucks.
now i know not to go to :
brea,
ontario,
maybe southcoast plaza.
next year im going to palms springs ! :D
anyhoo,
i was standing in line in charlotte russe
and this white chick walks up to me.
says,
"excuse me, you're really pretty"
..yeah,, i stared at her weird.
lemme tell you, it's not so great hearing that from a girl.
really.
another week awaits me,
let's make this a good one.

GOSH

i hate it when you have to pay for other peoples STUPID LAZINESS.
LIKE MY BROTHERS.
i woke up at 6:00 WHICH IS ALREADY LATE to go blackfriday shopping with my dad but COULDNT GO CUS OF MY BROTHER.
and my aunt came so i'm stuck for about 2 hours -__-
uggggggggggggggh, i bet theres nothing left
last year i went at 4:00 D:
i shouldve went with SOMEONE ELSE.

ohwell,
i ate 3 thanksgiving dinners yesterday.
i am sick of TURKEY FOR NOW.
and ham,
and mashed potato with gravy
and my brothers calling for a towel .
bye--x

wow

i'm a dipshit.
i just found out how to read comments here-_-
i have crap loads to respond to.
but most of all, IRENE !
ME & DANIEL WANTED TO GO SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BAD BUT one of our chinese friends didnt wanna go so yeah :((((


you're beautiful ends tomorrow.
i'm still waiting for ep.15 to come out.
man, i love thanksgiving break.
althought i woke up at 7 to go to dmv for permit and ended up not getting it,
its okay because I HAVE NO HOMEWORK :)))))))))))
yayyy, tomorrowwww, cousins house.
friday, i am so totally down for a movie.




i'm freaking lazy these days.
not LAZY lazy, its just.
i'm keeping myself busy,
just really focusing and giving it all in whatever i do.
i'm aiming for the bestttt,
so i bare get to go on the computer anymore.
or...i choose NOT to.
so, when i do go on like once in a week, theres crap loads of comments and stuff to respond to -_-
and thats when i get lazy, and decided not to respond :D
sooo, if y'all wanna talkkk, TEXT IT.
oh yeah -_-
stupiud voyagers break so easily.
i got a new phone, but i'm considering changing it back to voyager.
but igotta pay 50 bucks to fix it.
is it worth it ??
i couldnt even move any contacts cus the battery part changed.
yes, i sat on the toilet moving every single name and number.







ps,
btw
i got a boyfriend
he's sucha cutie<3

mm

decided to finally blog!
haven't been here in a while cus of piano.

SO, today on our way back from my competition, my dad put on this korean song
and i actually liked it a lot.
the melody was catchy so i listened to the lyrics, and
for ONCE,
it wasn't some stupid junk like,
i love you, i can't live without you, i'll wait for you, blah blahh,( no offense, but that stuff gets annoying after a while.) butt it was about his mother.
the lyrics really got me hooked on to it so i tried searching it up on youtube but it wasnt there :(
so yeah, sorry but
here's the title
"Mama"- Bobby Kim


later today, performing arts is performing @ barnes and nobles.
and for once, we get PAID.
not fed, but at least paid.
why am i being so stingy ?
because the past performances, we were supposed to be fed but they didnt feed us -_-
theres much more gigs to come, hope they feed us.
hahahahahaha.
i like food, K?
BYE :)

obsessed much?

my fav boy(for now HAHA!) with my fav car.

"look at me, and me only"-htg
<33


p.s.
i actually like taylor swifts songs.

a special feeling.

i love the feeling of Christmas approaching.
brings in an indescribable warm , !@#$%^&*^%@()(* feeling.
but to see the decorations at markets make me nervous,,,...
i dont know.
i want to go to NY over christmas break.




i love this song.

you're beautiful

boys?
they're all the same.
there's not one that's proven me, or any of my gf's wrong.
i'm not against them,
but i wouldn't fall for one the way i did, anymore.

strawberries with nutella.

"we've got one life to live, 86,400 seconds a day to make it worthwhile.
so therefore, i'd rather laugh all i can & love all i want to, make sure those precious moments we call "time" don't go to waste."



today was fun.
went to the AQUARIUM OF THE PACIFIC for bio extra credit, but i liked it cus i couldn't remember the last time i went to the aquarium.
we hit saigon after.
jenny's a complete pho noob.
LOL (=
i got a tiny starbucks coffee ice creammm, mmmmm <3
went to blockbuster, looked around & talked about every single scary movie on the shelves -_-
overall, it was a funnnn day.


everyones telling me that when they talk to me, i make them hungry.
i guess it's a good thing? LOL
<33
i loveee food w/ a passion.
i don't like skinny girls picking on their food in front of guys cus that's just lame, and i don't like picky eaters either.
random.



good day,
i'm out!

p.s., check out my fb&Myspace for picturess from today.

painful

canker sores are a pain in the ass D:



so my brother went out to study with his friends,
and he bought me boba,
then he dropped it.
he said it "exploded"
-_-
thanks, bro.

ahhhhh, wow tomorrow's already friday!
i swear, every week goes by faster and faster,
all the more reasons to LIVE IT UP! :)

i've had

enough of you.
no more :/

TODAY.
i got 97% on my math quiz !
ran the brahma mile,
6th place, again..but at least i'm consistent.
rehearsal today was alright.
at least we're getting paid to perform at BARNES & NOBLES.
this week's pretty good.
some people realllly confuse me.
or, i thought "confusing" me is what they were doing.. but now,
i won't even try to convince myself that they're different.
it's over.
i've made up my mind.
and you're not willing to change it.

life?

do you ever think,
the word you just said,
the one step you just took,
could be your last?
i do,
i wonder,
what if that's the last thing i get to say to him/her?
last time to see his/her smile?
i'm not a pessimist.
i'm not "Sad".
it's just something that's on my mind everyday.

you know,
it's funny..
some things, you never forget.
even if 3 or 5 years pass by.
"you might not remember exactly what they did to you, but you'll never forget how they made you feel"
idk who it's by,.. goes something like that^

friends aren't burdens for each other.

i'm waiiiiiiiiiiting, waitttting,
being patient,,being patientt..
but don't make me wait too long,
i might just fall asleep.
HAHAHA <3


life's all good,
still got my ups&downs, but i've got everything&everyone i need, and GOD.




so today,
me and my mom got in an argument.
daylight saving makes the time later than usual right?
like,, if i slept at 11 yesterday, the day before it would've been 12!
but she was saying it would've been 10.
LOL, i think we're gonna bet on it.
hehehehe :D

i fail

i lost my binder.
i can't find it anywhere..
i even looked under my bed,, which i NEVER do.


lol, yesterday was halloween, went to daniel, jenny, jason, chris, henry, daniel shin, etc 's church.
it was a HUGE blessing for me to be able to experience that.
parties? trick or treating?
don't even come CLOSE.
praise, praise, praise.
amen :D

i am a sucker

for guys with dimples.
hahahaha.
i find it so cute..(:
actually, girls that have dimples are cute too...LOL

so today was a pretty smooth/good day.
as michelle cheng described, nothing got in the way...and it was just smooth :)
but for me, it was good too!
i got a B on my math test :D
andddddd everything else was just. great :)
performing arts rehearsal was at my house today.
i LOVE my grand piano.
with my whole heart.
i love the touch, the sound, and just everything about it.
hahaha <33
it's my #2 treasure right after my violin.
hehe, i'm such a dork.
but yeahhhhhh..
anyhoo, cecilia stayed a little longer to do hw with me.
i talked, she did hw, i tried to do my hw, i ate dinner, she did hw, .. but it was fun.
we really need to hang out soooon.
not just her but,
everyone else too.
i need more hours in a day.
D:
i feel old because, i have the same birthday as this one guy, .. which means i'm EXACTLY one year older than him.
oh well ... i'll be driving soon :)
alrrrightts, i'm out !

and so..

today was my dad's birthday.
on both of our birthdays, i had to go to lesson.
ALLL the way to LA and back(in rush hour)
well, we had a dinner thing planned, but my dad said we'd better stay home cus of the stupid wind.
on our way back from LA, there was a HUGE palm tree shrub laying across the road and we had to go around it.
then, i got really scared.
but we got home safely.

:)


what's up with all these people dying from swine flu?
i thought it was over..
but i'm sorta getting nervous+scared...
well, stay safe and warm, everyone.
..

time. goes by so, so fast.
do you realize how far we're into 2009?
and day by day, i'm getting.. older..and older..and EW.
i'll stop the pessimism.

you know what i realized today?
there isn't only one type of love.
or .. i should say, there isn't only one type of WAY to love things, people, ways, etc.
you can grow to love them, learn to love them, or simply just love them.
like the smell of soap on my dad's hands.
i always remembered that smell as a kid, and today my hands smelled exactly the same after i washed them.
the same exact soap, i realized..
and then i sort of missed how things used to be when i was so little.
and it doesn't always have to be something that you liked from the beginning,
some things you don't realize you love until they're gone.
and then there're things that you love the moment you see it.
this is enough blabbing on for today, i think.
the odyssey sucks.
i liked the korean comic version better.
au revoir, mon ami/amie!

a long sunday.

so i finally saw my dickkk today.
LOL wow, that sounds so..wrong.
my juneeeeeeeeeeleeeeeeebaby FINAlly came to church.
ice princess.
haahahha.
anyhoo, we ended bible study so dang late.
and i found out our teacher is a harvard graduate :O

intermezzo rehearsal was okay...
turns out my stand partner knew me back from like 5 years ago.
then i went to hyeji's house for dinner along with jennifer eo's family!
our family ate samgyupsal which i ate yesterday...but it was good seeing jennifer, i missed that girlyyy<3
i ate soooo muchhh, so i asked hyeji to walk to yogurtful with me
and our parents were sorta freaking out that it was too dark for two girls to walk by ourselves..so hyejis brother and jennifers brother came along
so we see yogurtful and its CLOSED.
and i had to go pee REEEEEEALLy bad when i walked outta the house, and i tried holding it in till i got there ,, but we ended up walking to boba time.
it wasnt that far for me, but i guess it was for the rest of them?
anyhoo, i saw my church college people + teachers there .
we ordered a LARGE patbingsoo..omg soooo good.
and some guys started smoking , so we moved inside.
we all agreed that we can't stand people smoking around us.
i'm pretty sure i can never live with a smoker.
ever.
hahaa.
okaaay, i have 2 pages of bio workbook left to do.
and screw the odyssey..i didnt even bring it home.
so yeah, fun day !
tomorrow's monday D:
BYEE.

currently under construction.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nGfWVh98p2g
+ a few bagatelles by Bartok for a competition in Nov.
& chopin etudes ,


i honestly don't know how i did on my math test yesterday..
i'm hoping i didn't get like a C or below...
i'll be REAL satisfied with a B -_-



Ups and downs.. it's what makes life so interesting*

i have a heart

whether you realize it or not.

so, it's been a while since i've felt like i did today,
i couldn't help but....
but, my mom came home.
and i've never been so happy to see my mom.
my MOM.
she made everything better. wow,
i love my mom.
even though at times, she gives me a hard time..
i know she's trying hard.
and i wish i can be as obedient as she wants me to be, but
i'm still a teenager.
and i'm trying my best.
<33

Not much to say.

but loads of stuff on my mind.
i have a headache.
possibly coming down with a cold or something?

responsibilities.
priorities.
commitment.
self-sacrifice.

stress.

#38

@ saigon is very filling.
i ate the chicken and everything, including the LETTUCE.
i LOOOOOOOVE lettuce and onion :D
my two very fav. veggies! ohh and broccoli too !
and.. celery.. I LIKE VEGGIES, OKAY?!
hehehehe.

ohhhhhhhman.
i had a good time yesterday @ FIGHT THE POVERTY '09 concert<3
for some odd reason, i was EXTREMELY hyper and CRRRAZY.
but it was all goood,,
julian thinks i look like a FUNNY BUNNY,, whatever THAT means.
anddd people stuck HELLO MY NAME IS.... stickers on my back and i didnt even notice.
i felt like someone was tugging on my hair ,, but when i turned around there was no one there D:

so we watched people dance, sing, dance, sing, dance, sing, and dance(WEST CO!! )
i dig them all male dance teams noww !
they're soo cute when they dance, and ONLY when they dance HAHA!
only me & haelynn were all hyped up to meet aj rafael though -_-
when we were walking up to the life center, i saw CATHY NGYUEN walk next to us,, but i was too pussy to ask her for a pic or a signature :(...so i let that chance go..
BUTTTT, after she performed, julian dragged me to go take a picture with her.
so we did :)
she's soo cute!
theeen, we looked everywhere for AJ Rafael but he was nowhere to be found D:
then we got all sad.. and me & eileen went to the restroom....
and we walked out... to find him standing RIGHT IN FRONT US.
we were standing like a statue not saying anything LOL.
and then when i finally decided to reach out to him, he started running -_-
turns out, he had to perform RIGHT then.
and after he performed, it was so sad.. everyone got out of the room just to see him.
and the other performers had not even half the audience as the beginning of the concert..
but the thing is, he "ran" away or something.
so me & the girls were all sadd cus we didnt take a picture with him D:
the concert ended finally at 11, and i had to leave right away.. so me, haelynn, and michelle started walking back to the parking lot.
and whattaya know.. hes stadning there with his guitar on his back ,, getting ready to leave.
so i yelled out his name. and he turned around :))))
so i got a picture with him.
i'm content now :)
highlight of my day, week, month, year.
<33

pictures will be up later, cus i needa go do:
hw, piano, violin, then rehearsal!
SEEYALATERALLIGATOR
HAHA!

tired.

so, here's to becky & whoever else makes sures to read EVERY letter of my blog (=

i felt&feel crappy today.
along with daniel&rachel.
it was nice to know i wasn't the only one.
i think i'm pmsing,..
you all better watch out >:O HAHAHA.



i feel like i'm always being dragged by time.
i never get enough of anything.
and i just don't know if anything's worth it anymore.
i mean, i don't even know what i'm aiming towards.
i don't know exactly what i want,
i thought that i could keep up with everything, but
everything's just falling apart.,
not really falling apart,, it's not that bad..
but i don't have it all pieced together perfectly either.
and that frustrates me.
i bet you're wondering what the hell i'm talking about.
but what fun is it if i just tell straight up?
it's hard to have a little bit of everything and try to keep up with it.
it's very, very hard.

it rained today(=

i usually hate when it rains, but today was perfect!
i mean, after it rained.. it was all fresh and cleann, i LOVED it.
and the sun came back out :)


wowww. today was such a hassle.
i came back at 11 from Walt Disney Concert Hall in LA last night,..
went to my piano teachers house in LA for a lesson right after school to find that she's not there.
apparently, she told me to come to the APU ( Azusa Pacific Univ.) instead.
so then, from there i headed over to APU on local cus it was rush hour -_-
and i had a 30 min. lesson because i had to come back to school by 6 for performing arts rehearsal. HECTIC, huh.
rehearsal was pretty good.
all this for music.
but i don't entirely hate it.
being busy keeps my mind off some things,
which makes life so much simpler.
so that's that.


wow, time goes by so fast.
do you realize we're already like 3 months into the schoolyear?
btw,
the things i absolutely loooove about highschool.
1. FOOD FAIR
2. STUDENT STORE ; all the JUNK food!
3. ORCHESTRA; so many free days to just chill
4. more new people.
5. opportunities

the things i absolutely HATE about highschool.
1. THE STAIRS D:
2. CROWDED
3. homework
4. going to every period instead of block schedule
5. not being able to see everyone everyday for enough :(


butt ,, i guess all these things sorta balance themselves out ?

it hit me.

you can't know everything.
there's always gonna be unanswered questions and i guess i'll just have to live with it.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mgob5afanUg


"I will be still and know you are God"

why.

these days when i dream, i can't remember anything.
all i remember is whether it was good or bad.
and sometimes,,,, who was in it..or not so much anymore.

i bombed my sectional thing at intermezzo yesterday, so i better practice violin.
oh AND piano.
because i totally f-ed it today for the teacher from USC.
fffffff.
but at least she likeed my second piece.
(=


p.s.,
where have all the good men gone?
LOL.
<3

time to get those boots out :D

wow.
today was pretty fun.
first, school was pretty dang fffun.
PE, pacers, i got 86-88 cus harrison stopped counting --x
so my legs hurt :/
i got my math test back, and i got a pretty good grade :)
FRENCH. FRENCH. FRENCH CLASS.
HHEHE.
we had a party today & i ate sheetload of crepe :)
justkidding, only two.
but i filled it with LOTS and LOTS of nutella&fruit .
...
went to lesson after school, came back to school to find that june was already OFFICIALLY announced as hc PRINCESS! :)
anddd i missed the russian trio thing,.. :(
but i got to hang w/ carissa :D
such a cute girl, love her, loooove talking to her <33
it was sooo cold today.
i feel like winters right around the corner.
gotta get those boots and coats out , eh ?
hahaha, i wanna go snowboarding.
okaaay, i'm donee. bbye!

growing up..?

nah, i couldn't not write one today.
so, it turns out.. i wasn't the only one being dragged to the dentist.
i saw sabrina as she walked out..
and erica and jason j were at different dentists.
but still.
weird huh.
i hate the dentist. soo. much.
like with a passion?
when i was young, i used to run away and they had to chain me down -_-
oh man.. i cried so much.
and then i remember the last time i went there was.. when i got my teeth pulled out. like 3 in one day,,, i waited by the counter .. and then i .,.. collapsed.
idk why i faint so much.
haaaaaaha.
but today, all i got was a cleaning..
i got all nervous and worried ... until i had to wait like an hour and thirty minutes -_-
then, i got all impatient and .. i just wanted to get it over with.
they said i have one cavity but i didnt have to do it today.

we went to pho after.
i love # 22 large w/ no cilantro.
HAHA. the waiters know our family.
funny.
and i should really be studying for sat list 1-5 test tomorrow,, but i don't feel like it.
i never get to sleep before 12.
i miss fourth&fifth grade.
so much.
you have no idea.

just some.

just some people give me such a hard time.
wow, i came home to find my PARENTS watching tv.
its like once in a lifetime thing.
i have an ap book report due and math test tomorrow.
i'm so screwed.,
heard the book report takes like 5 hours.
shet.
+ i needa memorize 3 pages for piano.
today feels like a pho weather.
but too bad, i have performing arts.
ohshet, i have performing arts --x
UGH.
life sucks.
justkidding,
its okay.

emotions, emotions, emotions.

i wasn't ready for these emotions

that are taking over me

i swear i'm stronger than these emotions

but they're taking over me

-gabe bondoc.

the air is getting colder.

i don't know why i'm letting this bother me so much.
i don't realllly care, but i keep thinking about it.
whatever...
i'm gonna keep myself busy & concentrated on piano.
if i can..
i love french.
we're having a free day with crepes&other food.
ohyeah, we moved seats for english.
i don't hate it, but i don't love it either.
i wish we could have our old seats back.
:(
bbye.

cheese ritz bitz :D

i woke up early today cus i wanted to eat before leaving to church.
i just. LOVED the weather today....AND everything ABOUT today!
i had to leave right after service&bible study, butttttt i still FINALLY got to "catch up" with ARIEKIM<3
and she showed me the note that we wrote on for Dr.Alvino's(?) testimony.
hehehheheeh <33333
i wish we can hang out sometime soon,,, cus i just looooove being with her :))))
so after church, my mom&i headed over to the mall,
and i was VERRRy much satisfied with my shopping
i usually hate going shopping cus i never find what i want to.
but this one was reaaaally good :)
theeen, i came home and left almost right away to intermezzo rehearsal.
ohman.
i got into first violin! :)
YAY!
HAHA, call me a nerd, but i was so happy ;D
andddd that's about it.
i loveeee the weather, so i'm hoping it stays this way ..
wow.
school tomorrow..
seat change in moskovitz :(
HAVE A NICE DAY, EVERYONE :)

i forgot..

to say,
i finished The Notebook yesterday..
and i was expecting a verrrry sad ending.. but they just died together.
how sadd right?
cus EVERYONE dies, one way or the other..
but overall, it was a pretty good movie.
similar to a lot of korean dramas, but it was cute ^^

chipotle>tofu?

i haaate beans :)*


my feet are sooo cold!
& it's my first time in forever to wear long pajamasss.


today,
i went to the harvest festival with friends.
it was fun (=
we rode the ... uhh.. this ROLLERCOASTER that goes around in a circle like 10 times &.. i gotta admit, i was scared to death. not that i'm scared of rollercoasters ( i ride six flags rollercoasters!) , but i was sooo scared my skirt would go up or downn.
stupid me,
wore a skirt to a carnival -_-
anyhoo.
our second ride was.. dragon swing thing :D
i was the only one screaming and puttting my hands up,, LAME.
and theeeeeen i forced everyone to go on the apples !!
HAHAHAHAH, we were spinning before they even started it :D
and then.. everyone blamed me cus it got boring..
then.
we got hungry & walked to the chipotle anddddddd i REALLLLLY wanted soon doo boo ( korean tofu soup) but no one wanted it except daniel.
so.,. chipotle it was...
and i didnt even buy , michelle offered to sharee (:
it wasn't as great as everyone says it is.
or maybe it was just cus i rreeeally wanted soon doo boo.
oh yeah, 1+1=2.
scientifically, algebraically, whatever-cally proven , HARRISON.
i think i'm gonna get sick.
i'm still cold.
and my left eye is swelling up..
it hurts every time i blink.
ow.
haha.
hah.
ow.
okay, g'nightt<33

today

"today i will be happier than a bird with a fly."



generally, i was in a good mood today(:
first period...isn't quite as bad anymore.
secondddddd, orchestra; i totally f-ed my audition, but its okay :D
and then i went out & shared my cookies with daphne & cecilia!
daphne & i have this COOL handshake ;)
third periodddd, i lost in racquetball pretty baddd cus harrison didn't play with me D:
fourttth, we had a sub & he looked like BOBBY LEE.
5th, i had to crawl under a table to get my pencil case back from michelle -_-
I'M GOING TO MISS LEANINA WHEN WE GET MOVED NEXT WEEK D:
i actually LIKE being around her, even though she calls me all these different kinds of names i've never been called before...anyhoo, i'm really gonna miss her D:
and the rest too, even the boy who put icyhot where he really shouldn't have..
6th, oral exam was .. pretty okay. for once, it was hella quiet cus jenna got moved FINALLY.
HAHA.
well,

tomorrow, i have violin lesson in the morning, thennn maybe hit harvest w/ some friends!
& sundayy... intermezzo rehearsals starrrrtt :((
but good thing it got moved to 3:30 instead of 7-8
yayy !
goodbye.
<3

allergies.

yay, i finally made up with henry :)
it took a while.
we always fight, make up, fight, make up, and fight once again.
buttt at the end, we always make up.

i ran the brahma mile today! and i tried sooo hard to get under 8 minutes & i think i succeeded :)
i think i'm allergic to running, i keep sneezing & my voice sounds sorta nasaly.
math homework : CHECK.
english ....
french.. left to do.
thennn i'm going to go webcam with myyy beotcch <33



p.s., i seriously love my best friend with alllll my heart.
we've been friends for almost 7 years now.
she's been there for me since the beginning and i have never met someone who's just sooo patient, understanding, and soo dang CHILL. ( and she doesn't even know it..)
we don't even have to talk everyday,24/7 to know we're there for each other, but
we can just pick it up right where we left off, anytime.
i love her.
i hope you have a bestfriend like mine, too.
everyone needs one.

here we go..

i wanna stop myself before i fall,
cus i know i'm gonna regret it later.
it's not gonna be worth it., is it?..but is that gonna stop me ..?
i hate taking risks.
i hate the feeling of uncertainty.
and i hate the feeling of wanting to trust someone so badly,
but most of all,
i hate you.

:D

i'm already excited for Christmas!
i finished all my homework! 8)
intermezzo rehearsals start next sunday :((
goodbye to sunday's freedom!
tomorrow's schooolll.
i actually sort of like school.
:O

^ basically sums up everything on my mind right now minus some other stuffs.


helloGOODBYE.

thai tea<3

i'm proud of myself(:
i carried my binder all day and didn't lose it!
haha.

today was a good day.
i got thai tea on the way back home from apu.
i love thai tea<3

tomorrow's gonna be a good day for sureeeeee,
going over to angela's to make song pyun ( korean rice cake stuffed with .. stuff ^^ )


my legs are super tired and worn out from walking up and down the stairs @ school, and walking to and from school...
alrighttss, i'm off.
bye!

:)

Day 2

my dad left our swimming pool water running again..
i wish i could fill it with fish.. i never swim in it anyways..


i keep arguing with him. i feel bad. i hate how we never agree on anything..
your probably wondering who...
he knows.


my mom made pizza ,
but it tastes like a pretzel..
i love going out at night, even if it's a classical concert.
which i'm going to today =)
& i'm dragging cecilia along with me HAHA
life as of now, could be better.
not as in.. happier-better, but funnER-better!
but it's not like i'm not appreciative of everything i have right now.
..just wish there were some things to look forward to.
something new & out of the ordinary,
that's it, i'm gonna go live my life now.

killer cramps.

SNUG

i hope leaNina reads this ^
hahahah.
5th period is like the only class i like ;D



anyhoo, today was one of those days where ,, things go wrong everywhere you go & whatever you do, but i was actually in a good mood (:
even though i had a HUMONGO-yellow-3-seconds-to-popping pimple on my upper lip...which EVERYONE noticed..and had to wear these...ridiculous blue short shorts for pe...whatever, everyone had a good laugh (:


i actually finished my homework today.
EVERYTHING! :)
i'm so happy i could bounce off the walls ,

but i'm freeeeaking tired from the mile run today :/ i'm prolly gonna be super sore tmrw like everyone else...
i just HATE running mainly cus of two reasons.
1. i get competitive,.
2. i have no energy for the rest of the day to even speak.

but at least i was first ! :D
oooh, i just remembered tomorrow's a late start day.
i just lOOOOOOVE late start :D
everyday should be late start!
k i'm donee, byee!


ps, i'm looking forward to winter break too!

i hate homework with a passion.

ENNUI

haha, ^ that word was one of the vocabs i had to memorize for my english class :P

anyhoo, i woke up today @ 9:30 & i felt sooooooooo good.

i felt so .. nourished :D only if i could sleep 10 hours everyday..

i was planning on going out„ but i ended up staying at home..BORED

but then, my mom came home and told me we were going out soon.

that’s all i’m looking forward to.

to get out of my house on a saturday.

i’m still bored.. so i’ll just write some more ..

since i sprained my right thumb pretty bad cus i went “surfing” , i thought i earned myself a nice little break from piano.. but then my teacher told me that “it’s a great opportunity to practice your left hand!”… so i’ve been memorizing 6 pieces LEFT HAND only and now i just wish my thumb would come back as quickly as possible :(

school + piano = STRESS.

it’s already hard to keep up with..

yay, finally going out.

BYE, to whoever even reads this haha