i wonder

when it will ever be safe to get my hopes up .

Yeah . So my dad and I had this conversation in The car the other day....cus we basically ride in the car together every otherday,
anyhoo , so he&i talk about stuff .
He tells me he understands that everythings pretty
hard on me right now BUT
he also told me that in order to become great
or something out
of the ordinary , this is what I have to ddo,
and of course not just me
but it's only GOd that allows me the endurance and etc
yeah so I just wrote this cus ....
This is part of what gets me through the tough times/days
;)



Ps writing a blog on my itouch can be pretty annoying..

so.

Maybe it's just my imagination
But I see you stare just a little too long
And it makes me start to wonder